The art of Silliness 😂

“It is lovely to be silly at the right moment” (Horace).

Did you know that the word ‘silly’ didn’t originally refer to the absurd or ridiculous, in fact quite the opposite. It derives from the Greek word ‘selig’ meaning ‘blessed’ or happy. So if there was ever a justification to be silly, you have it right there.

The world is often a sad, scary and sobering place. We are currently witnessing unprovoked war and the threat of further war. Who would have thought it in 2022. A pandemic followed by war in Europe. It’s overwhelming and concerning to say the least.

Yet it’s during the toughest of times that the best of people can be seen. In the face of evil and destruction heroes emerge. Kindness is brought to the fore and all barriers within communities disregarded when the basics of life are at stake. A common goal for survival and freedom drives all to the need for community in its truest sense. Sharing lives, provisions and skills, all brought together during conflict. The innate driving force for survival rises above all fear despite destitution and devastation. 

Conflict does take its toll though. Those on the front lines experiencing the worst of humanity can struggle to keep the best of the human spirit soaring. That’s when the need for some joyful silliness can uplift and reinvigorate just enough to continue the fight in whatever form that may be. 

This may be in the form of a song … think about the entertainment valued and cherished by many during and at the end of the Second World War. Songs by Dame Vera Lynn and Doris Day made their way into hearts bringing with them the hope for better days ahead; comfort and reunion amidst sorrow.

Being lighthearted whilst remaining sensitive can provide warmth to heavy spirits when the need to stir up and continue 'fighting' is required. With belligerent forces at hand, bravery, solidarity and strength of mind can be supported not only through sympathy, anger, prayer, practical support and rescue but through the retention of hope, joy and laughter … this should not be taken away even if it is justifiably misplaced for a time. 

Spread joy; share a smile; retain hope.

I firmly believe this applies to us all but I particularly consider the children caught up in this current conflict. They desperately still need some silliness … the severity of current affairs should not dominate their day. They need play, laughter, lots of love and fun. They will be all too well aware of the solemnity around them. In the words of Winston Churchill:

“Make for the children an evening of happiness in a world of storm. Let the children have their night of fun and laughter... resolved that by our daring, these same children shall not be denied their right to live in a free and decent world”.

So if the right moment presents itself, be silly and share some laughter to brighten this world and keep the light for freedom burning strong. By this you will strengthen hearts and minds.

In the village where I have the privilege of living, we have just ended our pantomime. It was easy in some ways to feel guilty about the shameless comedy, banter and hilarity whilst so many are struggling to secure a safe haven having had to flee their homes and possessions, all they hold dear with a future unknown. However the distraction of pantomime did not deter from the care and love in our hearts for those suffering ... many comments were made saying that it was good to be made to laugh as it was much needed during this time. It's a balance ... it in no way diminishes hardship and worry but can elevate the spirit and revive energy to rise up and help even more.

So be it.

Ingrid x

“If people did not sometimes do silly things, nothing intelligent would ever get done” (Ludwig Wittgenstein).

War

🇺🇦 I’ve no idea what you’re like, maybe you prefer not to listen to the news and would rather go about your business as normal. I can’t seem to do that. I do listen and I get affected. The situation in Ukraine is devastating, wrong and sad. The bravery and commitment of the people there is wonderful to see, their leader a solid, unwavering example of fortitude in the face of fear. Their future is unknown against the progressing might of the Russian forces.

It’s easy to get taken up with all the detail and the straight forward facts like Russia having a greater army and military arsenal so therefore its just a matter of time before Ukraine is completely invaded. However it doesn’t take much digging into history to see that there are many examples of the ‘smaller’ and less likely nation / side winning. June 1967 the six day war … Israel vs a coalition of Arab states including Egypt, Syria and Jordan … against all odds, Israel stood firm.

An easy Bible example is Gideon (Judges 7) … an army reduced by God from over 32,000 to 300 men and then Gideon divided the 300 into 3 companies … so only 100 men in each section! This against: “The Midianites, the Amalekites and all the other eastern peoples had settled in the valley, thick as locusts. Their camels could no more be counted than the sand on the seashore” (v12).

Gideon and his men prevailed … how could they do otherwise when God Almighty was with them. Against all odds humanly speaking but a guaranteed success when God is in the camp.

I like this verse: “my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart” (Psalm 73v26). 

The only thing greater than hate, evil and fear is love … but this cannot be any ordinary love, it is a greater love and force than we can humanly conjure up, it comes from God. He enables us to face our fears and overcome … against all odds, he will give the power to prevail.

In the darkest of moments we need one thing … hope. Strength can arise if hope is in our hearts. I pray that those currently experiencing conflict firsthand will not lose hope and that the God of Gideon will provide a way of peace … against all odds.

Ingrid x

‘Even If’ (a song)

My sister told me that my previous post reminded her of this song … the words are honest and so relevant to many of us I’m sure. Even if God doesn’t intervene or answer our prayers in the way we desire, the key to our inner peace, acceptance and a greater future is to remain steadfast in the knowledge of God’s faithfulness and to hope in Him alone. Remember that verse in Micah (6v8)? We are required to act justly, love mercy and walk humbly with our God … and it doesn’t say only when things are going well. The best thing we can do each day is to walk with God. If we do that, then his presence will be all the more evident and closer when we do face the next challenge this life has to offer.

MercyMe ~ Even If:

https://youtu.be/B6fA35Ved-Y

“They say sometimes you win some
Sometimes you lose some
And right now, right now I'm losing bad
I've stood on this stage night after night
Reminding the broken it'll be alright
But right now, oh right now I just can't

It's easy to sing
When there's nothing to bring me down
But what will I say
When I'm held to the flame
Like I am right now

I know You're able and I know You can
Save through the fire with Your mighty hand
But even if You don't
My hope is You alone

They say it only takes a little faith
To move a mountain
Well good thing
A little faith is all I have, right now
But God, when You choose
To leave mountains unmovable
Oh give me the strength to be able to sing
It is well with my soul

I know You're able and I know You can
Save through the fire with Your mighty hand
But even if You don't
My hope is You alone
I know the sorrow, and I know the hurt
Would all go away if You'd just say the word
But even if You don't
My hope is You alone

You've been faithful, You've been good
All of my days
Jesus, I will cling to You
Come what may
'Cause I know You're able
I know You can

I know You're able and I know You can
Save through the fire with Your mighty hand
But even if You don't
My hope is You alone
I know the sorrow, I know the hurt
Would all go away if You'd just say the word
But even if You don't
My hope is You alone

It is well with my soul
It is well, it is well with my soul”

Ingrid x

25th November

Today is Thanksgiving Day ... it may be an American tradition but a good reminder to us all that in everything, we should give thanks.

However, today is also the 'International Day for the Elimination of Violence against Women'. This UN appointed day launches the initiative of 16 days of activism, concluding on the day that commemorates the International Human Rights Day (10th December). The campaign, led by the UN Secretary General and UN Women since 2008, aims to prevent and eliminate violence against women and girls around the world, calling for global action to increase awareness, promote advocacy and create opportunities for discussion on challenges and solutions.

I attended an on-line conference event today, hosted by 'Restored', calling for us to change the story, especially within churches ... for beacon churches to light the way for greater awareness and greater support for survivors.

The statistics are shocking and unfortunately seem to be on the rise rather than the reverse. John Sutherland referred to Domestic Abuse as "terrorism on an epic level" and the "single greatest cause of harm in society" ...

• At least 1 in 4 women will suffer abuse at some point in their lives.
• 2 women every week are killed by a partner or ex-partner.
• 3 women every week will take their own lives following on from an abusive relationship.
• More than 1 in 10 of all offences recorded by the Police are domestic abuse related.

Nicole Jacobs who is the Domestic Abuse Commissioner for England and Wales, spoke about the role she is currently undertaking ... government are aware and the laws are changing with the Domestic Abuse Act 2021 being a great acknowledgement of the need. However every day that passes, victims and survivors are often isolated and living in fear with little awareness or support as to how they should move forward. The more sad reality is that places and people who should be trusted can add to the perpetration and fear.

• 1 in 4 churchgoers have experienced abuse in a current relationship ... this is based on research and is a shocking fact.

It is time for church leaders and all christians to become more aware rather than assume it doesn't happen in 'our church', or prefer to brush it under the carpet because of a vulnerability around how to 'handle' it or know how to support a victim. We need men, good men, to take a stand against this trend of violence and control which is predominantly male against female. We are all accountable for our attitudes and actions, or lack of them. Be aware, be wise and be kind ... it goes a long way. Listen and believe what someone may be telling you or indicating by their behaviour or lack of appearance; excuses or change in conduct. Be brave.

'Restored' have updated their guide for churches pack which you can find on their website (go to 'shop') and further information on their calling for churches to become beacons can be found at: 

https://www.restored-uk.org/what-we-do/restored-beacons/

Can I also recommend again the book by Helen Paynter called 'The Bible Doesn't Tell Me So'.

God calls us all to love and fight for the oppressed just as He does. He has no part in harm. "Do good, seek justice, help the oppressed" (Isaiah 1v17).

Ingrid x

The Breastplate of Righteousness

Ok so following on from a previous post, I was thinking about the different pieces of armour whilst driving in the morning (berating myself for not thinking about dressing myself ‘properly’!). I went through the verse in my head and mulled over the various elements … this is my rather basic and unresearched analysis, in no particular order:

The Helmet of Salvation

This makes sense to me. At the point of accepting Christ as my Saviour, my mind and thinking should be governed and guarded by the helmet of my salvation … I should think in the new way, having been given new life, not as the old me. My mind should be transformed and cleansed as well as protected through this new birth and salvation … my mind has been redeemed.

The Shield of Faith

A shield would be held up against attack whether from arrows or sword. It was often impenetrable and would save a life … but it required active holding and being deliberately positioned correctly in order to be effective. If held to the side when an arrow was being shot at the front, the shield would be of no use. In similar vein our faith can be mightily effective if we hold it up against attack … actively, consciously and in the right direction. It is often our own failings and weakness that allow the penetration of an attack against us to succeed … we simply haven’t wielded the shield of faith adequately or accurately.

The Sword of the Spirit

In contrast to the shield of faith which is used to defend, a sword is used to attack with, although in the act of attacking with it, one would also be protecting oneself. So the sharpeners of the sword being the word of God is what we are to use going forward in battle. It ties in with that verse which says: “for the word of God is living and active, sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing to the division of soul and of spirits of joints and of marrow, and discerning the thoughts and intentions of the heart” (Hebrews 4v12). To me, one of the best ways we can wield and utilise this asset in our armoury is to memorise plenty of verses including many of the promises given to us in God’s word.

Peaceful footwear

The passage tells us that our feet should be shod with the gospel of peace and that they are to be ready. We shouldn’t miss out on opportunities just because we haven’t got our shoes on! Wherever we go and therefore whoever we meet, we should be approaching and leading with the peaceful gospel … our arrival should exemplify the beyond understanding peace which we have secured through the redemptive gospel of Christ and his atoning death.

The Belt of Truth

I love this one. Truth should hold us together. It should embrace our very being, neatly securing our identity and purpose, reassuring us of our position in Christ and the power that brings. It is only when completely surrounded by truth that we are in a position to wear and wield all the other elements. But what is truth? I recall watching a video of many people on the streets of America being asked this question and so many struggling to give an answer at all. To me, ultimate, pure and simple truth is whatever God says and is. Only God can provide and share pure truth.

So that leaves me with the one element I had to stop myself on because I honestly didn’t really know what it meant without thinking more deeply …

The Breastplate of Righteousness

It’s easy to reel it off, but when I imagined putting it on, I wasn’t entirely sure what if would look like or relate to. I understand righteousness in some ways and I know that a breastplate was a protective piece of armour similar to what our police and soldiers would use these days in the form of bullet proof vests, essential to protect vital organs. In dictionary terms, righteousness means ‘the quality of being morally right or justifiable’, however before God we are not and never can be in and of ourselves, righteous … this is something that comes from God. In Romans ch 5 it talks about the gift of righteousness which is of course given through Jesus Christ. So this ‘right living’ before God can only be achieved through our faith in Christ and the growth of that through the study of his word and prayer … only in this way can we protect our innermost being and heart to withstand temptation and attack. We must surely work on properly crafting our personal breastplates, blended with the impenetrable ingredients of faith, the word of god and prayer … only then will we begin to live righteously and provide the appropriate layer of apparel to guard our hearts from harm.

To finish off Pray at ALL Times! That’s the final command as though when you’re fully clothed and kitted out for the days battle ahead, your constant necessity to progress forward is to pray … always.

Let’s get our battle clothes on folks … for we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against the power of this world, the spiritual forces of evil in this present darkness (Eph 6) … in the process of defending and attacking, we bring peace!

I found Chuck Swindoll’s paraphrasing of Proverbs 4v23 helpful, it reads like this: “More than all else to be closely watched and protected (like a city or a bank vault), protect your inner self—your mind, your emotions, your character, your discernment—like a sentry at the gate watches over a city from his watchtower, because this is the source of all the decisions, responses, and deeds that represent your life”.

Ingrid x

Harbour in the Storm

A friend shared this with me from ‘Lion Bite word for today’. I hadn’t heard of them before but have enjoyed reading a couple of them. It’s so frustratingly easy to seek satisfaction in all the wrong places. Some places; things; people; activities, may even provide satisfaction temporarily, but the only lasting solution is indeed found in the one who gives living water and undiluted hope.

………………………….

Jeremiah 2v13: My people have committed two sins: They have forsaken me, the spring of living water, and have dug their own cisterns, broken cisterns that cannot hold water.

I am the source of all solutions, of all hope, all joy, all peace.  I am the source of all wisdom and revelation.  I am the pure source, the unbroken channel, the untainted, unfiltered, pure source of life.  

Like a boat tossed in a storm, the temptation is to run to other lights, to other sources; to those that seem quicker, or easier, nearer, more familiar, or even seem safer.  Like the Israelites who even longed to go back to captivity when discouraged, or the times my people turned to Egypt for her strength instead of mine; do not be tempted to run to any other port but mine!  Do not be tempted to think ‘any port in a storm’.  I am your first port of call, your port in any storm.  I am your safe harbour. 

We have this hope as an anchor for the soul, firm and secure…. (Hebrews 6v19)

Ingrid x

Midweek Thought ~ Eternal Timeline

Of course it’s necessary and very easy to get caught up with the daily demands of time keeping and scheduling … planning ahead, booking things in and aiming for targets. We have to do these things at home, in work and also for leisure. It is however, very easy to keep the focus there and never step out into the greater timeline of our lives where the higher purpose and true meaning lie.

I (yes me), was thought about before the foundation of the earth! What?! Seriously ponder that … honestly! If I was, then so were you and every other person ever to have life. How is that really possible? And if it’s true, then it provides a huge dimension to our existence and the definition of life on earth. If I was thought and known about in eternity past, then my passage of time here has meaning and is planned, not only for now, but for the continuance of time into eternity.

It kind of gives sense to life doesn’t it? There is a bigger timeline and tapestry of all eternity that we’re each amazingly a part of.

Take a moment or two to rest your head and close your eyes. Think of the vastness of what we do know, for example the galaxies of space … the unfathomable depths of an ocean … the intricacies of human DNA … big stuff, really big stuff. Yet what about the things beyond our human reach, understanding or even remote awareness! We are small and limited, temporarily here, but planned, considered, created and will continue forward into eternity.

My current circumstances, issues and immediate emotions are valid yet fleeting … may require attention and time, yet are not to be obsessed over to the detriment of the wider lens of life.

As much as it may seem daunting and mind boggling to think of our present existence being a wilting speck of time, it simultaneously equates to value of epic proportions as far as God is concerned … so whilst fleeting, every moment here has eternal value and perspective. Wow.

God designed each one of us individually therefore he must have a specific use and ideal plan for us. Listen to the psalmist: “for you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother’s womb” (139v13). God spoke to Jeremiah saying: “before I formed you in the womb I knew you, before you were born I set you apart” (ch1v5).

“Even before he made the world, God loved us and chose us in Christ to be holy and without fault in his eyes” (Eph 1v4). Before he made the world!!! So before he even made Adam, he had thought about the creation of me and what he hoped for me. Truly makes me shake my head in wonder and bafflement.

Yet for now I am simply going to take great comfort in the fact that my every moment is cherished by my father God who took great delight in planning and creating every aspect of my very being. I have a purpose in my short existence here on earth which will have eternal consequences. I am valuable and of great worth. My past is exactly that, past … but with every breath I take I am entering the future and must chose to see that who I am, what I do, how I show love amongst many others things, will be threads in the most beautiful timeline tapestry from eternity to eternity, woven by God himself. I hope my threads are strong and honourable, able to add beauty, colour and compliment to all those other threads around me.

Ingrid x

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Just thinking about this evenings football Euro 2020 final, England 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿 vs Italy 🇮🇹 and this quote came to mind. Seeing as this is a blog about my faith, I’d better relate it to that too! 

We’re encouraged in Hebrews 12 to persevere ... “let us run with endurance the race God has set before us”. It’s a long haul with challenges along the way which is why we must endure and persevere ... not naturally easy things at all. We may have successes and we may experience failure but as long as we keep our eyes focused on the eternal prize and our daily perspective trained through the lens of faith in Christ, we will continue ... we will prevail and we will not surrender or give up!

Every breath we take is a new opportunity for good ... so have courage my dear friend, in the face of any opposition, to stand for what is honourable, just and right.

Ingrid x

Midweek Thought ~ Weariness

It’s probably been rather evident lately that I’ve been preoccupied and lazy at my blog posts. So here’s the deal ... we’ve had a bad cold / cough, my 5 year old is now having to self isolate due to a case of covid in his year, so home schooling once again and I’m trying to pack up this home and move to our new one but slowly as there are jobs to be done there ... so project managing and trying to find trades people to do the jobs as well as keeping the basics going has just eaten up my time and energy some days. I still like to support others and get involved in other charitable causes, so come the evening, I’m somewhat dazed ... add to that that for some reason I can’t seem to sleep much ... I’m having a mini season of weariness.

Now I know full well that it’s so easy to compare in order to either make oneself feel better or worse as the case may be ... let’s face it, I’m not being abused or persecuted; I’m not struggling with physical pain, a new diagnosis or unwelcome prognosis; I’ve not been made unemployed or being evicted and I’m not grieving a loss .... in fact, I am supported and cared for by so many ... I am grateful for so much.

Our own lives affect us greatly because they are our immediate and present reality. It’s ok to feel weary even if there’s nothing too ‘major’ going on. Christ compels us to “come to (him) all you who are weary and burdened, and (he) will give you rest” (Matt 11v28). What a great promise to claim!

When we get run down or are just too busy and tired, we’re often encouraged to reevaluate what our priorities should be and to potentially give up some of the things we currently do. That may well be helpful and necessary, but it’s not always the case. I know I would struggle to give up some of the folk I help or causes I’m trying to get involved in ... they help me in so many ways even if they do use up some of my time and energy. As long as I get time to spend with God and then to prioritise my children and their needs, including their need for my time without being rushed or impatient, then to be involved in the causes of others is the best form of encouragement and is uplifting both emotionally and spiritually. 

Christ doesn’t tell us to take stock and stop doing as much, or to give up helping others and to focus on ourselves more ... he simply says to come to him and he’ll give us the rest we need ... he’ll recharge our batteries and provide the vigour required to keep being his hands and feet to those around us. How can we expect to keep going in our endeavours unless we first find our energy from the source of strength, solace and rest ... Jesus Christ. To rely on our own abilities will result in short lived bursts of activity followed by a regular malaise ... not much help to those we can impact and support! Let us use the unfathomable depths of God’s love, grace, mercy, peace, strength, courage, hope and joy as we live our daily lives to influence those around us.

I love these words from Brandon Heath’s song:

“Give me your eyes for just one second

Give me your eyes so I can see

Everything that I keep missing

Give me your love for humanity

Give me your arms for the broken-hearted

The ones that are far beyond my reach

Give me your heart for the once forgotten

Give me your eyes so I can see”.

So despite weariness, I hope that I can continue to reach out and be available to those around me who need help, hope and a hug. Let’s never be too weary to represent the love of God. Don’t walk with your head down or eyes closed to the needs around you, but rather, look for opportunity to serve and be a blessing every day.

Ingrid x

God Loves You

Yes God loves you and he specialises in the impossible ... so do not fear but trust him and his timing in your life.

“Jesus did not promise to change the circumstances around us. He promised great peace and pure joy to those who would learn to believe that God actually controls all things ... When a train goes through a tunnel and it gets dark, you don’t throw away the ticket and jump off. You sit still and trust the engineer ... This is what the past is for! Every experience God gives us, every person he puts in our lives is the perfect preparation for the future that only He can see.” (Corrie Ten Boom)

Never give up ... hold the faith and trust in Him who flung the stars into space and upholds all things by the word of His power. We often sing “His strength is perfect”, but so is His timing ... He is faithful and true.

Whatever you may be struggling with right now, God is in the business of coming alongside and breaking those chains; of healing that hurt and of setting the captive free! (I’ve been there). He is the miracle maker and has both a future and a hope mapped out just for you.

I like these two songs ...

Zach Williams ~ Chain Breaker:

https://youtube.com/watch?v=JGYjKR69M6U&feature=share

CeCe Winans ~ Believe For It:

https://youtube.com/watch?v=n4ggKHAK_xk&feature=share

Ingrid x

It’s always good to look forward ...

Sure the past helps shape who we are ... we learn lessons ... we can learn and take inspiration from history ... we grow ... but to dwell in the past isn’t helpful; there’s no future in it.

Hope is in the future ... we have a God who holds the whole world in his hands ... he is both faithful and true ... he is just and will make all things right. Often those who do wrong are not made accountable in our time ... will be, in God’s time.

“Never be afraid to trust an unknown future to a known God” (Corrie Ten Boom).

Every step, even a baby one, is still a step ... just do the next right thing and keep moving forward. Lean in to God for strength when your strength is gone ... He will carry you.

One day there will be no pain, no tears, no regret, no guilt or confusion ... just endless peace and a joy that is currently unfathomable ... now that’s a prize worth striving for!

One Day ~ Cochren & Co:

https://youtube.com/watch?v=So94m-Lp6Pw&feature=share

“The future is as bright as the promises of God” (William Carey) ... here are some good ones: “He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away” (Rev 21v4) ... “Let not your hearts be troubled ... in my father’s house are many rooms ... I go to prepare a place for you. And ... I will come again and will take you to myself, that where I am you may be also” (John 14v1-3).

Ingrid x

Midweek Thought ~ Freedom to live in the light ☀️

Dear friends, you will know by now, that I frequent the subject of liberty and the beauty of being broken but restored ... that we are set free to continue on our path of pursuing holiness because God sees Christ in us and has forgiven us through him.

Well here I go once again and it’s partly down to some daily readings by David Gooding, so a lot of these thoughts are originally his from his book ‘Bringing us to Glory’.

The starting point is salvation ... the amazing forgiveness found through grace in Christ’s death for us. He said “I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will not walk in darkness, but will have the light of life” (John 8v12). Therefore we follow the light and he lights our path as we take the next step. If only we kept our eyes constantly on that light and followed closely to the lit path, but we don’t ... we’re innately human and have a natural tendency to fail. I don’t think that’s a surprise to anyone and we are all as equally likely to fail as the next person ... the tricky part however, is to deal with our failure and return into close proximity to that light. 

I have always felt so guilty about any wrong doing, that to turn back and ask forgiveness and to allow the past to be the past, is really hard. I want to be forgiven but I don’t feel deserving, therefore I can put off doing what is best for me by keeping short accounts with God, and linger too long in a self inflicted state of guilt.

In his book David Gooding says: “Sin need not have dominion over you! It is possible for you to get up and start again ... Why? Because the penalty of sin has been paid. I’m not telling you sin doesn’t matter; sin matters a lot, and if we’ve ... gone into sin as Christians, there is no penalty, but coming back can be difficult ... But ... you can do it! And you are free to do it! You are not chained by the penalty of the law. You are free, thank God ... You are free to get up and begin again in the path of holiness and in the school of Christ”.

I find it encouraging to look at some of the biggest characters in the Bible ... take Abraham and David as examples ... they wandered and failed, then got back up again not just once, but many times. They were acceptable to God because of their hearts and even though they messed up but turned back a thousand times, God chose them for vital tasks because they had hearts relatable to Him ... they were aware of their human frailty and were willing to acknowledge their weaknesses ... they knew their God and were sincere in their relationship with Him. 

God can use us if we learn through our failings and acknowledge them ... there’s no room for pride, but a heart full of compassion and tenderness, even if it has taken a beating in the past, God loves and can use for the benefit of others and his work. No matter how many times I need to ‘start again’, I am free to do so because I am under grace and not the law.

Often guilt and shame can take a strong hold on our lives, limiting our freedom and hindering us from starting again. It’s inevitable that we will continue to go in circles fairly often ... a freeing, spiritually high time, to a despondent pit of anxiety and guilt. We need courage to face things about ourselves with which we have every right to be discontent, but we should never stay there ... to see ourselves as God sees us ~ accepted through Christ; liberated to walk in the light; forgiven permanently; unconditionally loved and restored to a perfect standing with God. We are his beloved and of great worth to him.

Personally, I feel that what hinders us on our journey of living in liberty and starting over many times if it’s necessary, is less about God and his amazing grace, but more about the voices of others around us. If we feel alienated or shamed; fearful of isolation or disappointment, then we will withdraw and hide in the shadows. Often those closest to us can be the ones who judge the harshest and will seemingly forgive and love, but hold the sin of your past over your head like some expected foreboding that of course you’re going to let them down again, or commit the same offense. Thankfully with God, even if you did do that, it’s as though you’ve started from a clean slate. He has no wish of failure or regret ... he is saddened by sin ... but his heart to forgive and pick you / me back up again is just the most beautifully liberating love that you could ever wish for. He doesn’t condemn (look at John 8) but encourages us to walk in faith and to follow his light. In fact, it is our duty to do so as his disciples ... to hide and feel shame or fear, or to let the threat of others dictate our freedom, is wrong and dishonoring to God in whom we trust (or say that we do) ... we have this great God on our side who rules with justice and pure love ... what can anyone do against that?

With a focus on Him as our path lighter, we will prevail ... and if we should fall ... He will be there to pick us up and welcome us back onto the path. Any shame put on us by others whether through abuse, legalism or a misinterpretation of love, is not God’s love. Those who know what it is like to fail and falter, to be belittled and made to feel worthless, can stand the tallest, knowing that the God of all the universe accepts them, (scars and all), and with this knowledge, he can use them for mighty works because they have tender hearts, closest to his own.

Ingrid x

Midweek Thought ~ What should love look like? (The absence of abuse)

I'm hesitant writing about this subject partly because it's very close to my heart and also in case I become too jumbled and unhelpful. I write sincerely and prayerfully, out of concern and love.

Where do we believe love comes from? I believe that the pure and holy origins of love come from God ... the God of love ... unfailing, steadfast, everlasting love. In the New Testament there are many reprimands to those who have left this love or do not live it out. Of course these people probably loved their families and friends a lot, yet they did not have God's love, peace and justice in their hearts, therefore could not live it out and show it to others.

So, there must be different standards and types of love. We know this to be true of course as we'll all have experienced these or some of them during our lives. Most would agree to the four main types of love: 

• Eros ~ romantic; sensual
• Storge ~ familial 
• Philia ~ friendship bonds
• Agape ~ God's divine love for all humans

Agape love is the highest form of love. Why? Because it is divine, unconditional, immeasurable, incomparable, sacrificial and pure. It would be disappointing and futile if you were to expect this love from another human ... elements of it could be seen and known, but the ultimate agape love will only ever be found in God himself and his son Jesus Christ. After all, he did sacrifice himself for us, when we didn't even want what he was offering to us ... we were his enemies. Amazing love. The mind boggles, but as long as the heart can accept it and cherish the fact that God's love embraces me, I am safe and secure for eternity.

One thing however, that no form or type of love should include, is abuse. Never. Thankfully it is impossible for it to exist in God's love.

SCIE (the social care institute for excellence) refer to 10 types of abuse (in conjunction with the care & support statutory guidance). Types of abuse now outnumber types of love. How sad. They are:

1. Physical abuse
2. Domestic violence or abuse
3. Sexual abuse
4. Psychological or emotional abuse
5. Financial or material abuse
6. Modern slavery
7. Discriminatory abuse
8. Organisational or institutional abuse
9. Neglect or acts of omission
10. Self-neglect

Anyone can be the subject of abuse, it does not discriminate. The perpetrator may not always be aware that they are in fact being abusive. Upbringing, teaching, social values, culture, religion, inbred discrimination can all be massive factors. Someone could be abused because of their vulnerabilities, including children. Most abuse happens by someone who is a close relative and maybe even in a very close relationship with their victim. Statistics like 1 in 3 women around the world will have been abused in her lifetime, need to change.

God hates abuse. God is for the oppressed ... He fights for them and will be the ultimate judge, ruling with justice and peace. The Bible is full of God's promises to uplift the weary, to aid the oppressed and to encourage those who are suffering to rest in the truth that His love and justice will prevail. How comforting.

So if within a christian marriage (or any relationship), any form of abuse is taking place, it is wrong and is not God's way of loving. It is not what he ordained marriage to be. As with any crime, it should be dealt with and not covered up or ignored ... it may be uncomfortable and awkward, especially if the abuser is known to others as the model citizen or even someone who takes a leading role in a church. 

Local churches need to become more aware of the signs and have an open door for anyone to share a concern. Pathways, safely put in place, should be governed by safeguarding principles with designated, trained individuals to help and advise. This is a bigger issue than any of us may want to imagine. Marriage is sacred, but someone who abuses their spouse within it, has broken the marriage bond. Abuse cannot be tolerated. In fact, to allow it to continue, is dishonoring to God and is misrepresenting his love to those around us. We should be the loudest voice against abuse with the tenderest of hearts for those adversely affected.

I would like to promote an amazing organisation that I have only recently come across and would ask you to take a look and reach out for resources to help your own local church to gain a greater understanding and awareness of the issue, so that you can help someone who may be suffering in silence ... scared to come forward because of the perceived shame; the thought of not being believed; the consequences of rejection and much more.

https://www.restored-uk.org

'Restored' are working away in a professional, informed way to help both churches and survivors of abuse. They have digital downloads and training available. This is what they say: "Throughout history the Church has been a catalyst for change, a voice for the marginalised and hope for the oppressed. We believe that the Church is the hope of the world and should be taking the lead in challenging injustice wherever it is found. We work to equip the Church to end domestic abuse and bring dignity and fresh hope to survivors".

It's often so easy to interpret passages of scripture to mean what we want them to say, but please do not every compromise the truth that God is love and that we must love as he has loved and commanded us. We are all made in the image of God and are highly valued by him ... equal, precious, worthwhile. God made us to enjoy liberty ... liberty to do good and not evil; to love and not hate; to uplift and not put down; to celebrate our uniqueness and differences and not to dominate or control.

Let's all check our attitudes and the way we love ... deep down, and how we show it. Take a leaf out of Jesus's life and teachings, and esteem others better than yourself. We're all sinners and God's grace is sufficient for all of us ... it's not about pride but about the security to be free to be who God made us to be. We should be celebrated by our spouse, never condemned, belittled, controlled or have any other abusive behaviour or language, whether physical or emotional, in our lives.

Strong words I know and I won't apologise ... I know I haven't quoted verses here but I have been thoroughly reading and going over these things. I can happily expound more and bring in verses another time.

Here's how to be ... "walk in a manner worthy ... with all humility and gentleness, with patience, bearing with one another in love, eager to maintain the unity of the spirit in the bond of peace" (Eph 4v1-3).

We can forgive and be at peace to live in liberty, without abuse.

With love

Ingrid x

Midweek Thought ~ Old Ramblings!

Apologies to Theresa May but when I wrote this, there had only been one female PM! I came across this piece that I had written back in 2012 ...  not even sure now what inspired it particularly but there you go ... not too much has changed me thinks. 

Thought I’d be lazy and share it on as I’m currently feeling particularly rough with what I think is flu. 

THE ERA OF ME

A while ago now, on watching the film portraying our only female prime minister ‘The Iron Lady’, I was struck by her conversation with the doctor where she emphatically exclaims “don’t ask me what I am feeling, ask me what I am thinking”. 

 

The point seemed to be that we can overindulge our feelings, dwelling on them so much that we fail to focus on the bigger picture … life in its fullness, our future and what action we can take to help to change it for the better, to make a difference.

 

We have for some time now been living in an era that prioritises me, number 1. We are led to believe so much that our feelings, wants, problems and desires are paramount, that the real root to happiness is sacrificed. As wise old Solomon said: “there is nothing new under the sun”, we maybe need to take a step back and review our thinking. I believe it is now time for the cycle to move on a notch or two from self-absorbed introspection to living out true love (actions rather than feelings).

 

Please don’t misunderstand me, I firmly believe in emotions and feelings being vital to individual and collective well-being, however there can be a danger when these are consistently allowed to dictate decisions and actions (or the lack of). It is often the real-life tough decisions that make the difference for us and our country which if based on feelings alone, would have potentially proved disastrous rather than victorious.

 

I’ve seen t-shirts that epitomise the sentiment “it’s all about me, get used to it”. While it may be amusing as a passing remark, if we all genuinely believed this then we are no better off than becoming pure anarchists and society would continue on its slippery slope to ruin.

 

Take the riots in London as an example, I sometimes wonder whether they really happened … I mean, how could they? Yet they did. People looking to themselves and literally just doing what they wanted with no concern for law, governance or others. This was indeed a most public display, demonstrating the degradation of the human heart; however, it does happen constantly, not so visibly, in homes and hearts across our nation.  

 

I am as guilty as the next person. Going through a marriage break up recently, I ask myself did I give as much as I could, did I try as much as I should have? Or was it all too easy to hide those thoughts behind the more prevailing ‘legitimate’ voices of our society saying ‘what do you feel and want’?; ‘You’ve given it all you can, you deserve to enjoy life and move on’; ‘you’re the most important person, put yourself first for once’; ‘life’s too short, just enjoy it’ (in other words don’t worry about others and if they’ll be hurt in the process, you’re the priority!). Sound familiar?

 

When you break it down, this argument when taken to its literal end is not healthy in the least. No wonder there are so many broken families, homes, hearts and so much confusion and lack of trust as a nation. Maybe if we took a leaf out of Jesus’ book and “loved our neighbours as ourselves” a little more, thinking of and living for others, we may see more rewards than we’d ever dreamed of both individually and nationally. After all, ‘Love’ is an action not just a feeling, it is a choice.

 

We should not do this with the expectation of receiving in return but be assured there will be a domino effect. When driving, have you ever noticed how that when someone has let you out of a road during rush hour (you’ve been sat there for a few minutes fuming!), that you in turn are more likely to spot someone else and let them out? It happens all the time.

 

I truly believe that Great Britain was great because it was a nation founded on good principles (pretty much Bible truth) and as soon as we let these slide, we become weaker and less identifiable. We should not be ashamed of our heritage and we should embrace the truths and principles as a nation to put the Great back into Great Britain. I know we must move forward with the ‘times’ and due to the world becoming a much smaller place this is more complicated than it’s ever been, but we are strong and resilient enough to rise to the challenge. True Brits are stalwarts and if we would just take the time to admit some home truths then put in the hard work (even if it doesn’t mean me first), we would once again become a united nation supporting each other and paving a better way for a future generation. Let us plant the seeds for a better tomorrow.

 

Get to know your neighbour, see the good in someone rather than relishing the worst, help someone in need and if you don’t know anyone then find someone (it won’t be hard), volunteer at something (yes that means giving your time which is possibly the most difficult thing to give), praise your family, work at relationships, overcome evil with good and always show and be kind … “be kind and compassionate” (Ephesians 4v32, The Bible).

 

With the economy as it is and the struggles ahead, I think we would all appreciate a neighbourly helping hand. Although giving money to charity is commendable, try to give time and a personal touch, make it real.

 

Ingrid x

 

(Written in June 2012)

Midweek Thought ~ Freedom! ⛓ 🦅 🆓 🌄

John 8v36 “So if the son sets you free, you will be free indeed”.

Isn't that just the best promise and truth to claim?

I wager that everyone reading this would agree to the fact that it is a human right to be free. Sadly there are many who do not experience freedom in this world. Human trafficking and modern slavery are on the rise ... it makes me feel sick and angry. How dare anyone presume to take anothers freedom from them. To be taken by force, bound and forced into labour without choice is barbaric. I am so full of admiration for the charities and organisations that work to rescue / release those affected and to reduce the horrifying statistics. 

I have 3 young children. I assume they will always be free as opposed to enslaved ... I hope and pray so. Anything to the contrary cannot enter my mind. Yet it is not so for many, even children. 

There are less visible ways of your freedom being taken from you which are far more prevalent in our western societies ... control; coercion; belittling; peer pressure; loneliness; the destruction of self worth; bullying; cyber crime; on line group chats for children. Often insidious and subtle to begin with, we can become victims without necessarily realising it before we've been stripped of the freedom to feel content being ourselves. The truth has become so abused that we believe lies and can feel trapped ... our liberty, gone. 

We need to safeguard ourselves and our children from such harm. Preserve, teach, learn and speak forth truth ... instil courage and conviction in our hearts and the hearts of our children.

But the Bible speaks about freedom from the sin we are all born into. Now this is a freedom which cannot be taken away, no matter where we find ourselves. I recall a song by Steven Curtis Chapman that tells the story of when he visited a prison and noticed an inmate who looked different to the others. It turned out that he had accepted Christ as his saviour whilst in prison (Free: https://youtube.com/watch?v=nc3SVvMqqa4&feature=share) 

Freedom from sin brings peace of heart. Knowing where you stand before the Lord leads to true freedom ... being free before Him gives confidence and genuine security. It enables you to adopt the truth about yourself ... how God sees you. 

Often though, we don't feel free. We can feel bound or restricted, maybe even afraid and in fear of attempting to gain true freedom. Feelings can blur the truth and will often dictate our actions or lack of them ... which may then aid in the continuance of feeling contained and limited. It is most definitely the truth which will set you free ... not feelings or falsehood, but truth ... God's truth.

God made you and me to be free ... free to be who he made us to be and to do what he made us to do. To love and share his glorious freedom which even death cannot rule or take away from you. The liberty and elevation that comes with this freedom will give you wings like eagles, to soar ... you will run and not be weary, you will walk and not faint (Isaiah 40v31). The imagery is so beautiful, exciting and uplifting. It's like a bud waiting to blossom or a chick wanting to take it's first flight ... there's no degradation or bondage, just the hope and expression of true liberating, inner peace. Whether you see it as the horizon over the lapping waves on a golden seashore; the eagle soaring to heights above a mountain top; or the eruption of cherry blossom in May ... your heart will experience something never to be forgotten, because it will remain ... liberty, true freedom in Christ.

Complete acceptance ... for you to be you. God is for you, not against you ... and if that is true (which it is), then what is there to fear? Break forth and be free indeed. Shine as the sun ... you are a city on a hill which cannot be hidden ... you are the light of the world!

Two songs to add to the one above:

Who You Say I Am ~ Hillsong Worship

https://youtube.com/watch?v=IcC1Bp13n_4&feature=share

City on a Hill ~ Jars of Clay

https://youtube.com/watch?v=gvY3SFZ0_zc&feature=share

Ingrid x

Perspective and Humility 🌅

You may have heard this before ...

I love the story of a sea captain who, while navigating his ship through a storm, found himself on a collision course with what he thought was a large vessel in the distance. He ordered the approaching vessel to alter its course ten degrees south. The reply came back: “Alter your course ten degrees north.” Incensed, the captain shot back, “Alter your course ten degrees south. This is the Captain! I am a battleship!” The reply came back: “Alter your course ten degrees north. This is ensign third class. I am a lighthouse!”

It's all about information, knowledge, perspective and attitude! It's not always best to presume that because you have control, might and a superior title, that you are right, dominant and don't need instruction or saving.

Be humble. Listen. Submit if appropriate. Be thankful. Alter your course to avoid collision.

The Bible teaches that those who are the greatest are those who are able to humble themselves and see themselves as the least of people (Luke 9v48).

We're instructed to serve one another humbly in love (Gal 5v13).

Also, in humility, to count others more significant than ourselves (Phil 2v3).

Pride is far more natural to us than humility, yet if we truly do want to be more like Jesus, then we need to become more aware of our pride and let it diminish in the light of his presence ... there we will find true safety and avoid all collisions.

Unlike flies, when attracted to that light which then unbeknownst to them, will zap the life out of them, ... the light that we should look to, is life itself.

Jesus said "I am the light of the world" and if we look to that light, we will have the light of life (John 812). What else need we, if we have Jesus? ... take the world but give me Jesus.

Jeremy Camp ~ Give me Jesus:

https://youtube.com/watch?v=wS4JQi4dgvg&feature=share

Ingrid x

Midweek Thought ~ The Importance of being Earnest (Part 2)

So back to George Müller. If ever there was a person who displayed consistently, the act of being earnest in prayer, it could be George. I just want to share some of the little book I'm reading so you can see what he says for yourself. I find it inspiring and challenging but also uncomfortable ... partly because I know it would be healthy to adopt a lot of what he encourages, but I feel I couldn't do it ... or don't have the energy and faith to try it!

A lot of his book consists of dates and notes which say what the current need was and whether God had provided yet or not. George didn't advertise the need, in fact he refused to with his reason being that he wanted others to see that as a direct result of earnest prayer, God would provide for the need without anyone else knowing about it. 

On March 26th 1840 he writes: 

"On the 17th of this month I received the following letter from a brother who had been used by the Lord several times to supply our need. 

"I have received a little money. Do you have any present need for the institution under your care? I know you do not ask, except of Him whose work you are doing; but to answer when asked seems to be a right thing to do. I have reason for desiring to know the present state of your finances. If you do not need the money, other areas of the Lords's work or other people of the Lord many need help. Kindly inform me the amount you need at this present time." When this letter came, we were in need. Nevertheless, I answered it as follows:

"While I thank you for your love, and while I agree with you that there is a difference between asking for money and answering when asked, nevertheless, I do not feel at liberty to speak about the state of our funds. The primary object of this ministry is to lead those who are weak in faith to see that there is reality in dealing with God alone."

After I sent off the answer, I prayed, "Lord, You know that for Your sake I did not tell this brother about our need. Now, Lord, show afresh that there is reality in speaking to You only about our need. Speak to this brother, so that he may help us." 

Today, in answer to my request, this brother sent one hundred pounds. I now have enough money for establishing the infant school and for ordering more Bibles. Also, the orphans are again supplied for a week."

That's the way he was. Now, I know times are different but I also know that our God is the same! So for me it is a challenge around my view of God and how my direct interactions with Him could be so different to what they currently are. All of us still have needs, whether financial or otherwise ... God is still accessible and waiting to listen just as he was to George Müller. Wouldn't it be amazing to have similar experiences?

I just want to share another passage from the book with you regarding time alone with God. This is a right challenge for me! It makes me smile and at the same time shake my head.

September 9th 1839: "I returned to Bristol and to my old habit or rising early in the morning to commune with God ... I want to encourage all believers to get into the habit of rising early to meet with God. How much time should be allowed for rest? No rule of universal application can be given because all persons do not require the same amount of sleep ... Most doctors agree that healthy men do not require more than between six or seven hours of sleep, and females need no more than seven or eight hours ... Someone may ask, "But why should I rise early?" To remain too long in bed is a waste of time. Wasting time is unbecoming a saint who is bought by the precious blood of Jesus ... Just as too much food injures the body, the same is true regarding sleep ... Anyone who spends one, two, or three hours in prayer and meditation before breakfast will soon discover the beneficial effect early rising has on the outward and inward man. It may be said, "But how shall I set about rising early?" My advice is: Do not delay. Begin tomorrow. But do not depend on your own strength ... Trust in the Lord for help ... Rise at once when you are awake. Remain not a minute longer in bed or else you are likely to fall asleep again ... After a few days you will feel stronger and fresher than when you used to lie an hour or two longer than you needed. Always allow yourself the same hours for sleep. Make no change except on account of sickness."

There you go!!

Ok, so being a lone parent to 3 young children who quite often wake me in the night, this is not something I can even get my mind to manage contemplating! The principle however, is something I need to think about. I do think about God and I do pray during the day, but I don't have a specific quiet time where my true dependency on Him for my needs is earnestly shared. I'm more ad hock and can be earnest all of a sudden as the moment presents itself. But I do think that Mr Müller has many good points which would be worth adopting to my own unique circumstances, so that I, like he did, could experience a closer relationship with the God of all the universe who is waiting and willing to commune, provide and bless.

Like David in Psalm 63, I should pray "O God, you are my God; earnestly I seek you" and in Matthew 9 "therefore pray earnestly to the Lord". There are many mentions of the word 'earnest' or 'earnestly' in the Bible with plenty being in the NT within the church letters. We are encouraged to "love one another earnestly from a pure heart" (1 Peter 1v22) and to "pursue love, and earnestly desire spiritual gifts" (1 Cor 14v1). Our Lord prayed earnestly when on the cross and we see other examples of earnest prayer such as when Peter was in prison ... "but earnest prayer for him was made to God by the church" (Acts 12v5). In Acts 26v7 we read about earnest worship day and night.

Quite simply, I am urging myself to become more earnest in every aspect of my spiritual life ... this means becoming more sincere and with intense / zealous conviction ... resolute, with qualities of depth and firmness. It requires time and effort ... less of the 'I'm in a rush Lord so I'll be quickly earnest about this' ... I realise that isn't earnest, it's just being in a hurry or finding myself in a situation that demands a sudden prayer. To adopt state of heart and mind with all earnestness does in fact require that time alone with God, so that my faith inwardly and outwardly, whether in prayer, worship or action, demonstrates sincere conviction and outpours blessing to others.

Ingrid x

 

Midweek Thought ~ The Importance of being Earnest (Part 1)

A great book!

Rather than have too long a blog, I've decided to write this in 2 parts (just because I'm quite likely to go on a bit as you know).

There are so many words starting with C which are great ... think about them:

Connection; Compassion; Courage; Care; Communication; Consideration; Collaboration; Comfort; Clarity; Certainty; Contentment .... complacency isn’t one of them!

I just have a deep seated feeling that I for one, and maybe most of us in our ‘comfortable’ western world, have become complacent in our faith, in sharing our God and His rescue plan which is the only answer to any search for significance, purpose and worth. I don’t fully live out my core values and hopes ... I settle for less than what I should, living in mediocrity ... that lukewarm state which in the book of Revelation is described in rather sickening terms, literally ... God spits out of His mouth the in between hot and cold ... the complacent, lukewarm, pitiable church at Laodicea whose works were neither one thing nor the other. 

Living in a rather apathetic society, we have very little to challenge us or force us to our knees on a daily basis. I am most definitely complacent in my prayer life and the crazy thing is, that I know I am limiting God’s power and blessing in my life because of it! So why on earth do I / we do this? Why would we choose to live in this way ... all settled and comfy but massive under achievers when it comes to being a part of God’s plan, His glory and our blessing?

Maybe that's exactly it ... it is comfy and easy. It enable us to pursue our dreams rather than God's. We can fit Him in to our lives rather than fully accept that He gave us our lives and as such, our very breath; how we live; what we own; our futures and achievements should all be His. He needs to be at the forefront and centre of everything. If we could just see God and His power in the everyday detail of our lives, our outlook and responses would vastly change. I don't mean in this instance seeing Him in the detail of our lives in relation to His working and answer to prayer for example, but a step back from that ... His very being and our faith in Him, to drive every aspect of our existence. 

There are challenges and persecutions even within the UK. I think that more are to come, but relatively speaking, we still have it easy. Our faith can be contained in an acceptable way, non offensive and all embracing ... we can be at risk of becoming so inclusive that anyone taking a real interest won't be able to tell us apart from anyone else who does good works in the community. What's the difference, why become a Christian, is it just another club? What do we stand for, what are our foundational truths, is the Bible really God's word and if so, do we truly believe and accept everything He says in it? Or are we scared that it may offend or lead to condemnation by certain groups? Watering down the truth so that no-one is offended flies in the face of any faith and is a compromise too far. How would that work in the justice system for example? We don’t deliberately try to offend, but we do adhere to God’s truth ... He is God and can defend Himself, we are just called to follow and obey.

Of course there is a way of sharing the truth we hold close to our hearts and believe in ... speaking the truth with love, that's always the key, don't separate the two. But going back to the title ... am I earnest about my faith? Complacent or Earnest? Am I earnest in prayer? What does it mean to be earnest? What would it look like to have a really earnest faith?

Think about our natural expectation of daily food. Do we even connect it to God? Is He anywhere in the chain of events that leads to our eating and feeling satisfied? We may say ‘grace’ and thank God for our food, but do we really believe He has provided it for us? If we did, then we could equally assume that He could not provide it ... but that thought seems ridiculous because we know we could just nip out to the shop or take away and buy a meal. 

I’ve been recently reading the auto-biography of George Müller (1805-1898). If you haven’t heard of him, then look him up. Despite his pretty shocking early life, he came to believe in the reality of the true and living God. He chose to live by faith to an extreme whereby when I read about it I am shocked, amused and baffled. I have at times thought it too extreme and almost nonsensical. The stark and raw reality of being in need and completely dependent on God through prayer to provide for that need, was something he committed to, along with his wife and fellow worker ... even for their breakfast. It is rather challenging!

This may sound dramatic and excessive by description, yet the more I think about it, the more I realise that it is a form of spiritual self-harm, not to pray. More than that, not just pray, but to pray in earnest. 

I’ll stop for now ... as I’ve said before, to me the key is perspective and our vision of who God is and where He is in relation to our everyday, moment to moment lives. If God underpins it and is the first layer / filter through which we think and feel, then our outlook, anxieties, desires and fears would dramatically change.

Ingrid x